Wednesday, 23 June 2010

  • Rant.


    I've slowly come to realize that I have no understanding for a lot of the people around me.
    I don't why they do the things they do, or why they are the way that they are.

    What exactly is the point in pretending to be friends with someone if you hate them?
    Why hang out with them, why talk to them when they're upset, why pretend to care about their lives?
    I don't fucking get it.
    More importantly, why do it more than once.
    I guess it's my fault though.  Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Right?

    I just don't fucking understand!
    Do what you feel, and feel what you do.
    Don't sit there on a high horse, trying to pretend you're better than everyone when you're no better than anyone else.

Thursday, 17 June 2010

  • 03. + Boyfransss.


    Favorite T.V. Program?

    I don't really watch anything regularly anymore, I got spoiled with DVR, and then Netflix and right now I have neither.  But I recently have taken a liking to Grey's Anatomy, I'd like to watch that from the beginning.

    House, Weeds, Breaking Bad, Friday Night Lights, Sons of Anarchy, How I Met Your Mother.

    I'm also a little addicted to VH1 reality shows, Say Yes to the Dress, the creepy Duggars and Kate+8+Alimony,
    and anything on HGTV.

    I used to be really into One Tree Hill and the OC, Gilmore Girls, and Everwood (why isn't this on DVD, btw?)

    I found this in my facebook notes from 2008, y'all should apply, hahah.

    "Boyfriend appp. ;)
    basics:
    name:
    age:
    e-mail:
    screenname:
    birthday:
    religion:
    location:

    family:
    are you parents still together?:
    if not, which one do you live with or do you live alone?:
    are you close with them?
    are you an only child or do you have siblings?
    if you do, tell me about them:
    are you close to any other relatives (cousins, aunts, etc..)?:
    tell me about your close friends:

    physical:
    height:
    weight:
    build:
    eye color:
    hair color/style:
    tattoos/piercings:
    clothing/style:

    schoool:
    grade:
    do you think you're smart?:
    what are your plans for the future?:
    do you have common sense?:

    habits:
    drinker?:
    smoker?:
    druggss?:

    do you consider yourself:
    open?:
    honest?:
    morals?
    fun?
    humorous?:
    mature?:
    organized?:
    sweet?:
    macho?:
    responsible?:
    social/outgoing?:
    quiet/shy?:
    goofy?:
    healthy?:
    considerate?:
    insecure?:
    boring?:
    witty?:
    sensitive?:
    idiotic?:
    expressive?:
    carefree?:
    conservative?:

    random:
    ever have any trouble with the cops?:
    if yes, start explaining:
    are you a virgin?
    got any strange personality traits or odd habits?:
    what kind of relationship are you looking for?:
    do you get jealous easily?
    what are the most important things in your life?
    got any weird talents?
    how about any pets?
    do you enjoy dancing?
    favorite music genre(s):
    describe your opinion of a perfect date:
    on a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being the most), how interested are you in me?

    what do you look for in a girl?
    personality traits:
    clothing/style:
    favorite hair color/style:
    favorite eye color:
    could you deal with a girl taller than you?:
    how about one that weighed more than you?:
    what is something that would make it impossible for you to date someone?:"

Thursday, 03 June 2010

  • Want.


    I want someone to cuddle with, and sleep with, and laugh with.
    Someone who share their passions with me, and let me share mine with them.
    I want to feel known,
    in the simple ways (I don't want picked flowers, or gold jewelry)
    and the more complex.
    I want someone who will discuss poetry, and politics.
    Religion, and life.
    I want to be happy, to make someone else happy.
    I want to be important to someone. I want romance, and sex, and joy.

    I do not want someone to make me feel inferior,
    Someone who will bully me, and push me around.
    I do not want someone to ignore me, and shush me.
    I do not want him anymore.

    I want someone new, and better.


Saturday, 29 May 2010

  • 02.



    My favorite movie is and has been for a while, Manic.  It stars Joseph Gordon-Levitt (swoooooon) and Zooey Deschanel.  Levitt's character gets sent to a juvenile mental institution after beating a boy nearly to death.  It centers around basically his journey to find peace, or more so his journey to figure at out that he isn't okay and does need help.  It's very (very, very) loosely based on One Floo Over the Cuckoo's Nest.